I know it has been a while since I have posted anything, but you are going to have to wait a little bit longer. I am going through a huge trial with Laura right now and we are currently not communicating in any way because she wants to get her walk on the right path and really figure out if I am the one for her. I am very proud of her for making this adult decision and being so mature about it, I just don't know why I can't be a part of helping her in her walk, but I am still impressed with her maturity. When I have been reading my Bible since she broke up with me, God has been showing me (for example) "if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us - whatever we ask - we know that we have what we asked of him." 1 John 5:14-15. I have been shown verses that tell me that if I am putting God first than he will give me what I ask of him and if you haven't guessed, I have been asking for Laura. I know that Laura is the woman for me and God has been showing me that over the past couple of months. I have been praying that God will get her back on the right path and that he will show her clearly the decision she should make. I would really appreciate it if you would pray for us because we both desperately need it. I will let you all know what happens when she talks to me again and I will let you know what she decides. Thank you.